I am SO ready to get this child out of me. But at the same time, I want to pretend I enjoy it so that I'll want to get pregnant again someday. :) I am so anxious now. With only 5 weeks left (could be up to 7. ughhh) I am finding myself getting incredibly impatient. I wake up a few times in the night (usually to pee) and find myself glancing over at the bassinet wishing she was in it so I could watch her sleep and cry over how beautiful she is. AT LEAST once a day I tell Shane I wish she was here. I walk into her nursery and get butterflies. I even try to avoid reading the baby books because I know it will only cause me to grow more and more impatient. I'm trying to tell myself that my due date is actually March 26th in order to instill a little more patience in myself. I just know that once I'm 38 weeks, I'm going to walk, eat spicy food... everything I possibly can to meet her sooner.
Shane and I talk so much now about the hopes we have for her. Nothing can make this sweet child come soon enough.
i was just thinking yesterday about when i was in your position. i did everything you are doing and i still cant believe she is here sometimes and i still get those butterflies when i go in her room and then i see evidence that shes already here(dirty clothes, her medicine, etc) and i cant help but smiling:)
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